english muffin top











{June 22, 2007}   back to the future..

Lets start from the very beginning, a good place to start eh?

I’m stuck in a funk I can’t shake off. No amount of exersice, eating right, or thinking right seems to be making a difference.

I missed my blog tho’, seems strange as I was such a sporadic poster. Anyway, wordpress is being a bitch and won’t let me have the same blog name, so here have version 1.0, the newer faster and hopefully lighter, muffin top.

I think all the waiting for our visas started to take its toll on me. I couldn’t sleep, was mega cranky with Mr MT, and was eating my body weight in crap food day after day after day. I’ve been to the gym twice in as many weeks, which is unheard of for the muffin top of old.

Now I’ve written all that down, I feel like a weight (!) has lifted off my shoulders. I CAN do this, I have been doing this for months and months. I ‘ve lost my focus, thats all. The crappy eating night after night has to stop. Last night I ate so much I still felt sick this morning. I seem to eat like a saint all day, then 6.00 oclock rolls round and I hoover up the contents of my fridge and/or cupboards.

Our visas have finally come, and we can see a light at the end of the tunnel. I’m struggling ‘cos I still have to work until almost the day we leave (mid July) and I hate my job with a fervence you wouldn’t believe. I need the money, and every week I work here will probably pay for at least two weeks over there that I can stay in flip flops!

So deep breath, head down and plough on. I don’t want to get any heavier that I am today. I WILL shift these last few pounds, and get my arse back in the gym. Please wish me luck

gill ( aka English Muffin Top soon to be kiwi muffin top!)
xoxo

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crankybee says:

Hey chick, I got your request – no worries, I’ll have it all sorted by the end of this week. I DO remember you mentioning the Linda Sausages…and I’m still cursing you! But I am calm at the moment, because a friend sent me some veggie Bisto gravy! AHHHHHH! BISTO!!!!!!

Now let me get this straight – you are English, trying to be a Kiwi???



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